Okay the quitting smoking thing isn’t working.

I tried to go a day and a half on the patches that were sent to me and I admit that I have failed.

The patches irritated my skin, and made my arm feel weird. It didn’t absorb my desire to actually smoke, though it did help curb the nicotine fits I thought I’d have had. But for me, it was seriously my need for the act of smoking a cigarette that needed help.

I broke down and went up to the store and bought cigarettes.

I think I need Chantix. I’m going to try to save my money up so I can get it.

I may try to use the patches again, and combine it with the attempt to cut back on alternate days or something, but alone, it’s just not working for me.